I don't recommend geniuses as role models:
Coleridge the laudanum king,
Sylvia born too late for Auschwitz,
Roethke a manic ballerina in a bear's body,
Hart Crane reciting to the cod,
Hemingway sucking on a hollow steel cigar,
Ginsberg hysterical naked procuring boys
and Pound blaming it all on the Jews.
Emily died a virgin without taking orders.
Sexton, the housewife's Jesus, impatient
with crucifixion, took pills-- and I don't
mean to discount the drunkenness
of Berryman, Bukowski, or Dylan Thomas,
though only the last died of it.
The others had good livers, I guess,
so Berryman used a gun like his father
though Bukowski lived to seventy.
Who can love a healthy genius?
We want to believe the great must suffer greatly,
as if only Icarus flew above
those jealous eyes straining for pity
through the sea's glare
and Daedelus never landed.